im so upset. i got a complimentary pair of escape tickets on my birthday and i just realized i lost it.

wanted to go with kel and now no moreee :(

just 3 more days to end of liberation! im gonna start internship next week! whatever!! im gonna enjoy my summer to the MAX! im basking in happiness from the fact tt bf has arrived back in sg! had a whole lot of good time with him for the past two days! absolutely beautiful.

watched fast furious 4 with kel last night and supper at serangoon aft tt. i ordered a doughy prata despite asking for crispy. how awesome is that. so kel ended up eating my share of prata. hehehe. im such a nice gf! i fed my bf well and strong! right. so anyway, i had a very happy time with him and i enjoyed it a lot!

AHH and i saw kel hongkong photos! it simply made me feel like going on a trip soon! perth! melbourne! i just feel like going on a short trip with kel before school starts all over again! HOLIDAY BETTER COME QUICK!

on a happier note, kel surprised me my birthday present! :) kel bought me a coach wristlet and anna sui secret wish! omg my loves!! hes so sweet! i am so happy tt i could dance around in circles all day! im gonna make kel faint with my secret wish scent! hehehe. i requested for a homecooked meal from kel but he rejected me! i just missed his cooking so much.

nevermindss. i still love him.

:)

a long and tiring day.
reached sch early in the morning.
settled all the internship documents.
changed my dress at fcuk.
did a survey at herbalife and gained some knowledge abt my body
im underweight. i have fats. and my metabolic age is 20.
time to lose weight! bf said so too. rah!
aft tt, had lunch with j and his friend.

back to sch and headed for a swim!
i saw my bf at the pool!
so happy when i saw his big smile!
i miss him so!
finally got to see him ever since hes back from overseas :)

helped out at ns matriculation.
army guys.
and i saw my friends!
havent seem them for 4-5 years. omg.
and they're coming to my sch! >.<
hope they survive well at sch. haha.

heee. anyways,
im going for a movie with bf later!
and i gave bf a peck at his face!
he said im crazy! but, im such a happy girl!

bf is love!! :)

questions, all over the place.
the words i see and hear.

wanting to go forward yet being unable to,
being held back at the same spot

how do i look like?

i think im not up to it.
not worth it.

bleak.

so happy tt bf text and called me!
he's so sweet and i'm just so happy to hear his voice again!
can't wait to see bf!!

marilyn ong loves kelvin chng (:

bf has arrived sg safely!




can't wait to see bf!
:)

bf, i'll tell you one thing,

you make my days so much more bearable :)
there's really nothing like you&i.
love you more than words can say :)

thanks mom and dad for everything they have done for me.
thanks aunts and uncles for their attendance, their red packets and their help at the party.
thanks 4th aunt for the diamond pendant.
thanks cousins for their red packets!
thanks yuxuan for the birthday card!
thanks sansan dearest for coordinating and helping me with the preparation!
thanks for putting up a wall for birthday wishes dearest! :)
thanks adam for all the #^^@%# when i was doing makeup! >.<
thanks vye, guowei, wenyang, yx, xk, stan, adam, jason for helping me out at the room.
and thanks for bringing board games!
twisters and blokus seemed fun looking from my pictures, and i bet my sis had fun with y'all!
thanks jason lim, adam and zhehan for bbq-ing!
thanks lizhen girlfriend for her all-time support and love.

thanks xk, sansan, stan, samuel, yihui, hangloon, huixin and eric for the champagne - it's really nice and i love this champagne a lot! (:
thanks for the pretty bag too!

thanks lizhen bestie and tony for the ipod shuffle!
thanks lianhong, tony, lizhen bestie, zhenguang, xinying, jessica, jinhong and jting for the toscano wallet!
thanks tony for the handmade egg tart!
thanks jason for the peranakan treat that day!

thanks kenneth, sherlyn, bf and aunty and uncle for the diamond jewellery!

thanks NOOTKA - grace, yx, yonghao, kiajoon and yixin for coming down!
thanks for the yoga mat!
thanks yixin for the additional gift - chomel bracelet.

thanks alvin, vye, wenyang, shah, zhisen, guowei, yx, jieyi and mich for the fcuk dress.
thanks alvin for this gorgeous dress you've picked.
thanks guowei for coming down despite having another important appointment!

thanks augustine, fauzi, adeline, jason lim, siewhui, chanchan, weijing, ken, touty, rafie and jeremy for the on-stage micro ipod speakers!

thanks jessica chia, my jc classmate for coming down!
she's the only person among my classmates tt came all the way down just for me!
*touched*
thanks for the earrings and the note! :D

thanks fighterpigs - chowfei, zhaoru, weiming, weiwang, alicia, chungui, darren, jessie, lishi for the gift, the big big card!
i love reading all these! very happy! :)
thanks chowfei & gf for the earrings!

thanks junyang & xueshan for the moshi cover!

thanks yiwen & clamen for the gift from crabtree & evelyn!

thanks mercy, kelvin tham, serene, clement, adam, zhehan, jaryl & siewhui, kelvin law and ricky for the canvas laptop case from hellolulu~
love the bright red color and the card, and cute lil sheep magnet :D

thanks timothy, don, chengpei for the orange scarf! :)

thanks fidelis for the sexy gstring to my adulthood!
and the lovely note! sweet! :D

thanks junlong, ernest, ivy, sarah, weihsien & elizabeth for the delicious birthday cake!

thanks zhenhui and iezhi for coming down to my party!

thanks melissa dearest for the wishes from switzerland!
really appreciate it dear! :)

thanks siewhui & jaryl, fauzi, jeremy, serene, chan, rafie, ricky, kelvin tham for staying till late.
thanks mercy for staying back late just to accompany me.
thanks jason lim, adam, zhehan, vye, alvin, yx, songhoe & minhui for staying with me at the chalet.
thanks vye, songhoe & minhui for the cab ride home.

thanks yihui, sherman, dandan, chingkwek, joewei, lishi,wenyang, xuankuang, bestie, sansan, stanley, jasmine boey, zhaoqi, xiangming, xuanhe,yuanxiao, cheewee cousin, nelly, jessie lee, deeraj, guowei, darren, meiker,zhenhui, alan,tingting,jialin for the sms wishes!

thanks for the wishes at msn & fb - kahheng, longcheng, kenny lee, naresh, wilfred, crystal, adeline, grace chan, jessica goh, shukleng, liting, engshing, elin, michbei, joewei, yingjie, junlong, joyce, xiangming, prima, yuzhen, sarah, rifqi, cindy, kenneth cheong, engjin, eric, yawen, junkwang, kejia, michelyn, waiyan, augustine, rich, hsiang kim, mingjie, jeeyon, richmond, magdalene, yingxuan, jonathon khoo, edward koh, janice chua, desmond lim, xuanhe, fengru, jessica kang, jolene, felicia citra, weekian, hingman, sheree, kenny wong, dongming, felicia yeo, kingsly, robert, yongchuen, changhong, kristen, edelyn, bjorn, elizabeth chin, lin jiaqi, hongseng, kangxun!

my party was awesome!
really love it! :)
thanks to everybody for making it happen!
thanks for your attendance!
apologies if i didn't play a good host.
please forgive.
i'll upload the pictures soon, i hope!
and yes, cheers to adulthood! :D

i'm a happy girl!
unwrapping my presents and reading the cards and wall.
i love them all!

THANK YOU BF FOR YOUR SWEET WISHES!
I REALLY MISS YOU!
I'M WAITING FOR YOU WEE!!!

yay! tomorrow!! can't wait to hug you again! hee. (:

I'm 21st! :)

update later! hee.

miss my bf! 1 more day! :D :D :D

bf msn me yesterday when i was online!
so happy! (:
i really miss him.

lunch with jason at peranakan.
next was jessie's 21st party at loyang in the evening.
darren cf and i made a tour around the airport.
never really had a close look at the entire field.
it's amazing.
planes are just beautiful.

bought popeyes biscuits and mashed potatoes.
happy! (:
headed down to loyang for party.
reminiscing our secondary school days.
couldn't imagine how havoc it has been!
zippo burning someone's hair.
black magic, exchanging test paper during test, knife to school...
even love secrets tt never been told.
all these stories made us laugh a lot. (:
really had a good time with the seniors.
thou i'm feeling very tired due to my lack of rest.

sitting on darren's civic was comfy!
it made me miss sitting on bf's car.
the way he drives his car.
the moments he let me snooze on his lap.
the way he caresses my hair.
i miss you bf..

my 21st party tomorrow!
i have at least 60 guests on my list.
let's hope it's an awesome one!
lovelove (:

bf text me in the morning! so happy! (:

i miss my bf ):
i miss his hugs.
i miss his kisses.
i miss his sweetness.
i miss his everything.

and i'm smiling as he gave me a kiss at the departure gate. hee.

4 more days!
hearts. (: